Forty five years ago John Lennon was murdered in front of his apartment in the Dakota. I will always remember everything about that day. It saddens me that there is no mention or remembrance of this devastating tragedy.

The New York radio station 104.3, that I listen to played John’ music during the “12:00 Beatle Block.” I’m sure there were people gathered in Strawberry Fields. I’ve been there. I wish I could go back.

I haven’t been listening to music and I need to. I know I’ll be overly emotional and right now I’m fighting that because of the situation with my health.

I’m so depressed