I haven’t actively been on Facebook since my last post. My daughter sent me an IM with a link for something she thought I would like. I had been using IM all these years to communicate with friends without going on Facebook. Anyway out of the corner of my eye I see a chat, (which I’ve never used) for me by some dude named Gunner. I open it up and he proceeds to say, “why is Peter out trying to pick up girls? Ask him about Saturday night at Electric Moon?”

Well, well, well. Isn’t that interesting. He came home that day and at dinner I asked him what restaurants he ate at while he was gone. I also asked him if he ever goes out to listen to music or anything? He named a few restaurants and replied no to going out. Hmmmm… I waited until the next day to ask if he knows anyone named Gunner? No. I had googled Electric Moon to find out that it is a club. I asked him if he knew about it. He said yes. Then I let him know about this Gunner and what he had sent me.

Then he told me that he had gone there on Saturday night. He thought the Savannah Bananas were going to be there. While there he said something happened at a table, where the bartender asked him if he saw it, (argument, guy took off). Then he went over to the table and asked this girl if she wanted him to call the bouncer. He thought she looked young and wasn’t able to leave. He insisted nothing happened, that was it, and he was only there for an hour. Why didn’t he tell me when I asked him about going out? I wanted to know how this Gunner knew his name and my name to look me up on Facebook? I find it interesting that after all these years not being on Facebook and within a week I get this notice. Does everything happen for a reason? I accused him of being a liar.

Yesterday I asked again about tihs person Gunner. Now he thinks he knows who it is. Really???? He thinks it was the guy with the girl. How would this guy know Pete’s name? Well now he says that the girl asked for his phone number so that if she needed the bouncer she could call him, (Pete). He gave her his phone number. WHAT???? What a load of shit! Now he says he was there for two hours. He left shortly after knowing that he had made a bad decision. Wah, wah, wah. So the story changes daily. Does he know how ridiculous this story is?

My gut has always told me that he is hiding something. He has four backpacks that he lugs back and forth to work every day. He manipulated me into marriage and since there’s been no sex for 20 years, I assumed he was a closeted gay. I’ve even asked him. This has already been posted about years ago. Now I think he is even more devious.

I am not devastated. I don’t love him and haven’t for years. I am pissed and now I know that I can’t trust him. Of all the things this relationship has gone through, I had always trusted him. I’ve lost sleep for two nights. There is no one that I can talk this over with since I’m done with my therapist. As I’ve posted many times, if it wasn’t such a huge effort on my part and the fact of losing my medical insurance I would leave him. So the plans for the 3rd house go on along with our trip to NY. Why, I have no clue.