I’m deeply hurt and as usual it’s coming out as anger. Last year I wanted to take Brylee to see the Rockettes at Radio City. I told Bryan and he wasn’t interested in going to the city, (citing crime). By the way he’s not averse to going to the city for tattoos and concerts. I said maybe next year.

I truly wanted to see Brylee’s face light up when she sees the dancers. She is so into her dance classes and her recital. Her favorite thing is putting on singing and dancing shows and she’s good at it. My favorite thing is watching her. I was willing to pay for everyone to go.

Last night I texted Bryan about it and he told me, “they’re going on November 22nd.” They got the tickets awhile ago. I am so hurt. He barely remembered our conversation last year. I asked if I was even thought of. I know it’s not about me.

I just feel so left out of her life. Every holiday is spent with her family. When we come up for Christmas, every day her family is there. I see them 3 times a year. This year they didn’t even come down.

Of course I blamed Pete. He took me away from New York to live here without my family around me and it’s killing me.