This is where I left off. Every day I wonder, “what’s wrong with me?” I get up in the morning, turn on Today Show, get coffee and start playing games on my iPad. I’m into the coloring and I’ll color up to three pictures, then switch to Spider Solitaire until I win, and then Mahjong. I spend up to four hours a day doing this! What’s wrong with me??? You can see all of the things I need to do. My question to myself is, “why don’t I finish the things I start, or read a book?”

Am I overwhelmed by all of it? Is it ADHD? I have never officially been diagnosed. After reading articles about adult ADHD and women in particular, I diagnosed myself. Why else would I switch from project to project, never finishing, and why do I get overwhelmed so easily? Finally, why do I put myself in a position where I am constantly questioning my ability and deciding it’s easier to just “bury my brain” in games for hours.