I haven’t written in over two weeks. This is how I’ve been feeling in every aspect of my life. I don’t write because I’m hoping it will go away but so far it hasn’t.

Health/Relationship – Finally confronted Peter as to what I want and as predicted a fight ensued with no resolution. I will have to start any plans for my future without any cooperation from him. I stressed that I need to do this because I’m getting older and sicker and I want to enjoy life while I can.. What I want is a small place in NY near my granddaughter and the house in Wilmington, NC. I want to sell the property in Brunswick Forest.

Crafts – I still have the ball wreath on my desk as previously posted. I tried attaching the balls with wire and that was not successful either. I will have to start the glue process all over again, which I’m putting off because I’ve tried it twice and this time I’m postponing my total failure.

Politics – Each and every day I’m feeling totally defeated. There is no stopping this man and his unpresedented moves. My mind continues to be boggled at what is happening in our government.

This Blog – I feel like giving up because this is not what I intended when I started. I thought I would have followers and there could be discussions with others going through the same in dealing with MS. Nobody reads it, I get spam comments that make no sense.

Depression – My lack of inertia, interest, and lackadaisacal behavior is all because of depression. I feel I have nothing to look foward to and that I don’t have the means to accomplish what I need to do.