In a Fog

I don’t know what’s wrong with me today. I had a list, and I’ve accomplished things on it, but I’m in a daze. My head is not clear, I’m all fuzzy. I went to write a check and my hands weren’t cooperating. Its not the first time. My hands do act up and my arms, especially my left one seems to be getting weaker. It scares me because I have hand controls in my car and sometimes when I hold it down for the brake, it seems I might weaken. I got the results of my latest MRI and there were no changes and no active lesions. This is good news.

The entire week I haven’t been sleeping good, I’m up around three am and go back to sleep anywhere from an hour later to three hours later and I wake up exhausted. I did my 2 miles on the bike the past two days, today was harder than yesterday, I felt weaker. When I can’t go out in the garden and I’m not volunteering, I try to ride the bike. My legs are acting weird too, their tingling.

I wanted to go outside in the golf cart and take a couple of pictures of the garden to post. This week is very hot, in the 90’s all week with no rain. I had great ambitions of posting those and starting another background page about Friendships. I still have so much to do with this blog. I have additional background pages planned for; Men, Family, and Crafting too. It seems overwhelming to me and I know it will bring up all kinds of feelings.