Losing Interest…..

I am slowly losing interest in writing this blog. It is not what I thought it would be. I did just pay for 3 more years, so again, hopefully I’ll get my shit together and have the concentration needed to make it what I want. Not only do I need to focus, I also need to dedicate to putting in the time needed to make it the way I originally wanted it to be.

I don’t understand why it is easier for me to write an entry that I feel is important, then quickly exit and continue to bury my brain playing Mahjong for another hour and a half. Why can’t I dedicate that hour and a half to improving this blog?