Here it is 143.2 lbs. I expected this or more. This time I am really noticing how big my stomach and thighs are. For the first time there are clothes that DO NOT FIT AT ALL! So far I’ve taken a top and today a pair of jeans off and put them right in the give away bag.
Again P doesn’t help. Last night he brought home two huge pieces of carrot cake and two pieces of strawberry cheese cake. He wanted to have both of them. I did draw the limit, (oh boy) and had the carrot cake. Tonight will be the cheesecake. It’s here, I must eat it. In the end it’s not his fault, (kinda is, since I ask him not to bring this stuff home). Anyway he is not force feeding me, so it comes down to me being a glutton, pig, having no control and finding my comfort in eating.