My energy is back! I’m so grateful. I volunteered yesterday and came home very tired. I didn’t do anything the rest of the day and felt guilty. Today I woke up thinking of all the things I needed to do and feeling a bit overwhelmed. I wanted to do a load of laundry, write in this blog, cut up an avocado, make chicken salad, make my new Banana bread oatmeal in a jar, do dishes, make doctors appointment, and paint, then clean up the paint tray and roller, (very time consuming). OR ditch everything and work outside, since it is in the 60’s. My decision made, it is now noon and the clothes are in the dryer, chicken salad, avocado, doctor appointment made.
I have been putting off making the doctors appointment for over a year. Honestly, I tried to make an appointment in the fall and was on hold for 1/2 hour and then was disconnected, so I gave up. This is for the Endocrinologist. I have very bad osteoporosis and I was supposed to get a Prolia shot last year. The office was going to call and never did and of course I never called them . Anyway I’ll get it this year. Oh boy, another drug.
I am still procrastinating about writing more seriously here, putting in more background pages. Covering my family, men, friendships. It is not going to be easy because I will have to revisit them all and don’t know if I’m ready or can sit down and dedicate the time it will take to do that. I think the later is the real reason.