I am slowly losing interest in writing this blog. It is not what I thought it would be. I did just pay for 3 more years, so again, hopefully I’ll get my shit together and have the concentration needed to make it what I want. Not only do I need to focus, I also need…

Well here it is, 2023. I usually don’t make any resolutions. I don’t believe a resolution is to be made at any certain day or time of year. If I make one I can do it at any time. Regardless, I weighed myself the other day and I got on and off the scale 3…

Aah, Christmas time….. when family gets together and enjoy each others company, (or not). To some, including myself it is just a reminder of how dysfunctional we all are. Since I’m going to go through my family members, I’ll start with myself. I am in a loveless marriage. Unfortunately my taste in men throughout the…

I had to start with a lyric from my favorite Christmas song, “Happy Christmas, (War is Over).” We started shopping and decorating late because we spent so much time in New York for Thanksgiving. I didn’t put up a tree, we would be leaving for Christmas in two weeks. I did decorate a little, I…

I can’t keep up….. Never wrote about Thanksgiving in New York, (our first in years). Now it is after Christmas and this is my first day being able to write. There is so much that happened and is happening now, that I don’t know where to begin, or begin at all. The time has past…

I need my hair cut. I have one week before we go away and my time is limited. P has been bringing me because where I go there is one handicapped space and usually it is taken, this way he can drop me off. His time is more limited than mine so I was feeling…

The week before Halloween I noticed a small black cat showing up at the pond, the front steps and on the back deck, (with the cameras at the pond, deck and Nest camera at te front door). I noticed it was a little boy and very small. I talked to my neighbor and she noticed…

My MS doctor has repeatedly requested that I show up with my walker instead of the wheelchair since I use the walker at home. I haven’t because it is a long walk to the elevator from being dropped off at the outpatient building entrance. Today I decided to surprise him and show up using the…

I’m surprised yet again, 137.2, amazing. I had my 6 month appointment with my MS doctor and they weighed me and it came up 143, I was fully clothed with black leather boots on, so I’m estimating the middle, about 140. Still not counting calories or exercising. I want to mention that the doctors office…

On Sunday, we are heading back to NY. The main reason is that P is going to help my son install his new kitchen cabinets and front door. We will be staying at my sons house again. I am more comfortable staying there since the last time. On Thanksgiving we are going to Long Island…