I am busy today trying to get my shit together to pack, do laundry, and clean up as I go along. That includes trying some pants on because I have gained so much weight. Thank God the two pairs I want to take fit, tight, but they fit. I also took a shower so right now my energy is running low. I’m deciding after writing my entries to go outside and do some gardening that needs to get done or stay in and eat lunch and go outside later. Hmm, decisions. If I go out right after I write these entries, it will be cooler for me than later in the afternoon. No matter how tired I am that kinda makes my decision easier. Luckily its a beautiful day.
I’m still dealing with the stress of not being able to start building, but I am talking myself out of thinking negatively about things that haven’t happened yet. Thank you Serenity Prayer. I am looking forward to driving South only four hours to get there. Also the food around Wilmington, yummy. BUT
I miss my Mags terribly.
I miss her when I wake up in the morning and greeting her for the day
I miss her cute face when eating or preparing anything at all for lunch, dinner, or snacks
I miss her when I’m outside
I miss trying to hide suitcases from her when we travel, until the last minute, because she gets so excited
I miss letting her in and out all day long
I miss her barking at me when I ride my stationary bike
I miss her sleeping in front of my desk, and not using the shredder or sewing machine while she’s there.
Every moment of every day I miss Maggie