That is how I’m feeling. Everything seems overwhelming to me. I can’t make any important decisions concerning what I want. I used to be so good at wanting something and going after it. Now everything seems like too much trouble. I feel like I’m lazy. Pete is gone for 2 days and all I’ve done is watch TV and play computer games to bury my brain. I have no motivation.
I need to figure out how to download pictures so I can have better posts. I’ve tried everythig here. I need to go take my stuff to Best Buy, like I mentioned, but I have no motivation. I just don’t want to. I’m lazy and I get upset because I’m not doing anything.
I don’t know or understand why. Is my laziness just an easy excuse, or is it something else?