If I didn’t have MS.…..….GET OVER IT! As I was waiting to be escorted in to get my MRI, (appointment was at 10:25, they asked to come in at 9:25, needless to say I was pissed because I had to sit there for an hour) Anyway, the thoughts started. I wanted to use my walker and not the wheelchair but I have such a hard time getting it in and out of the car, so I didn’t. I was sitting there and people watching and I always notice people walking. I want to walk so bad! That thought got me to:
If I didn’t have MS.……. first of all I wouldn’t be there. Then the thoughts continued; I wouldn’t have a big gut, I would be as active as I used to be. I could be wearing flirty summer dresses with movement, I probably wouldn’t be married, I’d be newly retired and planning my future, I’d be enjoying the beach and travel more, I would be living near my granddaughter. As they wheeled me in, my next thought was:
….GET OVER IT! I do have MS, have it for around 28 years