I’m proud of myself because I kept on top of the news concerning the vaccine, I did get an appointment with my primary physician to receive it. I last emailed them the other day again stating that according to the latest news report, I was eligible, (preexisting condition). They responded quickly saying they will call me to schedule either this week or next. Yesterday I got the call that I can come in tomorrow at 11:15 to get my first dose. At this time I don’t know which one it will be.
That brings up the worry that, “did I just hasten my own death?” I can’t help but go back to my original thoughts or paranoia, whichever, that by getting the vaccine, I will succumb to unknown side effects that will come in the future, thereby causing my death.
Before I go, I want to say that my Maggie is very bad today. She can barely get up. Last night she had diarrhea again and is not eating her food, only treats. I’ve tried to get her outside 3 times. She won’t go because she is afraid of falling. I can’t help her because I need help standing up and can only assist her with one hand which isn’t enough. My heart hurts for her as I get more aggravated at myself because I can’t help her. Just called the vet and they want her to see the same doctor, who is leaving shortly, not enough time for my husband to come home and take her. Best we can do is first thing tomorrow morning unless she gets worse, then she can see another doctor tonight.